Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Nothing has changed                                                                  Lok Nath

Nothing has changed
Just the names of melancholy moments 've changed
Now
Haranguing has turned into my hobby
Clapping a giggle in some celebration
Or raising slogans in some conference

No, no
I'm no hero
I've got in my inheritance
sipping the pains oozing out of limbs
And fancying Light even in the murkiest gloom

Nothing has changed
A leader has said
Poverty is on the wane, poverty will be removed
A poet has penned
People here walk on crutches, not legs
Letter from a friend says
I'm going to wed his beloved
My beloved has told
That our coming along now   has reduced to a question
Nothing has changed
Rivers are dry even in the monsoons
I know not who's proclaimed
The death of the Leader       
The day's broke at the dawn itself
Much better
We should go bury in the rhyme of our chores.
                                                -2-
                                    Nails

Nails were struck dead right
A nail right into my head
Two into my eyes
Two on the palm
While  a  discreet cross stood behind      

And yes...
Two nails were struck
In my feet too
I know not
Why no nails pierced my tongue
The fate of democracy   
Lives on, perhaps
With nails pierced on.   
                                                            -3-

                                               



The creator one

Who was He ?
Who he was
Who shaped the universe in seven days
Only in seven days
Don't you believe
Believe me
He took just seven days
And created the whole universe

The first day
He created
Firmament, mountains & caves
The second day
Rivers, seas, oceans
And a lot many human passions
He retained nothing with Him
Distributed   all in all
Among the masses
All rights, he bestowed to them
The third day
He gathered them all
And said
What is Love!
What is called Joy!!
How does grief look like!!!
He uttered further
How rhythms in perfect unison
The ins and outs of man
He got saddened
Explaining
Jealousy, envy, malice and much more
And
He went on staring for long dumbfounded
An innocent child's head
Patted him affectionately
Glared keenly through his broken glasses
And uttered
Only one step remains
That could destroy all he created
He preserved the fourth and the fifth day
To humour
And warm himself
He let the jester juggle out free
He let Kings and Monarchs
And unfortunate masses
Shape themselves as they want
Sixth day
The whole administration was made to stand alert
And he shaped the rest of tits  & bits
Into an image of man
So the ancestors could be remembered
Seventh day
Reviewed to see
What more can be done!
However
Unannounced, the Directors
Displaced the masses, the common folk
From the visions of Universe
He had cherished yet
To see his creations
After so much labour long
He had that right!
But before that
As much exhausted he was
He decided he would taste death
A bit!
                                                            -4-
                                                           











                        ROTI                          

When the world abounds in
Eatables manifold
Of hues scintillating
Why then you wage a war
Just over a bite of Roti
Lo, feast on  the world's choicest delicacies
But you are yearning for the Roti
Your mother baked once!

When drinks are multitude
In the world to sip on
Why you're desperate
Just for water
Is water really a thing worth you drink
Rather just a liquid
To wash and bathe in.
You will die if you drink water
You had been gulping water for so many days
Not died yet?
Amazing!
*Roti--Round thin loaf of wheat-dough baked at home-the staple food of Punjabis.                                                                                 -5-




                                                                        Poem-5
Every evening
I think
While returning home
I have a roof
To ease out my day long fatigue
A bed under the roof
A pillow on the bed
And with that pillow
A sigh of patience

Home and patience
Sleep and dream
Everyone does not have in his ambit

Someone  has a home
But no patience
Someone has sleep
But no dream
And someone has dream
But neither sleep nor patience
They are left with
Just having a dream of a home
The poor ones!
                                                                        -6-
                                               


Country... my country

All of a sudden
The country asked me
'Do you love me?'
I'm dumbfounded

He repeated

I'm giving you air to breathe
Water to drink
Bread to eat
Roads to walk on
Land to sit on

Not just giving
I'm giving
I'm bestowing you with  all this
Still
You love me or not?
I'd reply
Reply I would indeed
A cry escaped from
My choking throat
Yaa...yaa...The country... My country!
Most humbly
Your Majesty
You should also listen
My questions have been walking along for half a century
My mother, an apostle of perseverance
Died in distress, in dire need?
Who poisoned my sister to death?
Who'd answer
My father cherished for me dreams nice
Why he sighed all life?
The wind remarked instantly at my questions
And water too responded
We've no masters!
The grains of corn uttered
The soil gave us birth
The paths did scream
None has the right over me
The Earth said-Grass belongs not a country
The country
Raised me again
Lovingly in affection
And asked in a domineering tone
Now you know of your country!                                                                                                                                                                           




The Bazaar on Fire
She was coming from the bazaar
She-I mean my wife
Coming back from the bazaar
A tea packet in hands
A long stringed satchel  hanging down the shoulder
Brimming with tits & bits1

She was breathless
Not fatigued though
A shadow of fear
Writ large on her face

I asked
What's the matter-what's happened?

Piercing across my bosom with quiet glares
She had a deep breath
 No, not a breath
A sigh, indeed, she had
And said
'The bazaar 's on fire'

This is not just a piece of information
But a political statement
Of a middle class woman
Getting crushed under the wrath of domesticity
In our times
The small screen has landed
The bazaar in our homes
None has dared broadcast this news-

Nor the issue has been raised in the parliament
By any member

The minister said
I know
There's been a fire
But this is a ministry
You'd better dial no.101
I 'm not free

The fire station is located
In  the minister's heart

Since then
I've been dialing no.101
From the public booth
But the conscience bell does ring not
Perhaps
Some might have snapped the cables!



                                    I want to name
I want to give that mountain
Some other name
That stands between
What I say &
And what you comprehend
That has turned into a scar
From a mellow pain between
My journey & your path
I know not
What should I name the way
That is ever expanding
At my stepping forward
And your retreating back

What should I call the wall
That's ever getting taller
As I ram into and you escape out
I want to give that grief
Some other name
That undergoes a change
As it comes between us
And swallows our comfort
in different planes




The unwritten document
The snake lying dead in this square
None has any problem-
They search the dawn in a closed gloomy room
The passengers sleeping on the cold pavement
None has any problem
From the life-from chilled on life

The snake lying in the square
The poisonous wind blowing fast
Extinguishing The night of the earthen lamp
The memory dozes at the broken door
The shadows have gone long
The dirty curtains, uneven stairs the windows closed

The empty firmament is the unwritten document
Let me be willed  the will of stars
I will stop not-not for a moment
At the broken doors
I will not get into the row of gloom

I will  set even the stairs
Open the doors and windows
Let me be willed   the will of stars
This firmament is -an unwritten document
                                                Born-unborn

Neither mine nor yours
This is the tale of the child
That needs no parents to come about
Whose birth needs no passage of day and night
Just the hands of the clock have to stop

Once the Sun was just here-
The child if born then
Might have been the son of the Sun
But the poor baby found no mother

Since then
Many a son was born-many died
But  that  child is yet to be born

Ages manifold he remained busy
Planning to be born
He was yet to be born - that
He was pronounced dead.

The whole generation went crying over his sudden demise
Singing melodies somebody be a muse
Delivering medals some other be the president
The rest got down to be
Dismember at values big & small

Neither mine nor your
It is the tale of the child
Who is yet to be born

            The Village
The village laughs heartily
Measures the face impressions
Pressing fingertips in the stomach 
Despite facing defeat continuously
Remains engrossed in the daily chores

The village streets have turned just into bazaars
And pretty damsels are now mature women
Hiding the beauty of the entire village in their limbs
Sing melodies at the loss of someone's husband
Be someone's groom in a game
Or the man -Friday of Someone's husband
Nothing of some other's

The village land lies in debt
And conscience too
The aged mound is a witness that
 The village was once alive
When the kids build mud houses
They play not but coin a vision that resembles death
They don't grow tall like the Saroo tree
But get trampled underneath the wants of the day
The village lives not on the well nor in the fields
Nor in streets bazaars or under the shade of Banyan trees

The village beats in the heart of man
Who gets born and dies everyday





















Wait
Every evening
The sun runs away in desperation
And in joy,  we scratch our own face

The skin crackles like the plaster giving way
From some old wall
Whenever we try to read from the unwritten pages.

The civilization is all locked in the almirah
Our eyes sink in the gloom of night
In search of some other Sun

The human odour
Rising from the  bodies
The people of my town
Now needs no oxygen!

There is no regret
Of accidents
A difference lies
Whether they happen or not
In a weak moment
The scorching rays of the sun
Land on the round table
Piercing through the window curtains
Still we wait for the postman and the day to come!

Delhi
She yearns
To lie naked on the grass like moonlight
But-there are walls on the way

She longs for
Someone to come and make her his own
But none comes

Everyday
She lives an age
Every evening
She dies frozen on the palm

My friend-
This is DILLI
D--I--L--L--I
Here You find  not
A doting  difference between a man, donkey or a book
The girls here are just like gossip
The boys are hullabaloo
People here do not talk
They read ads or wait for the month to end

This is Delhi
No road lost in the light and the gloom
Become 'a lane'
Nor any path turns to a home

Here footpaths befriend  trees
Trees befriend    the winds
And  Winds do the birds

Friendship is here a forced labour
And kinship an excuse to live apart
Everything  belongs to others
Nothing is own anyone's

My friend!
She is your friend, my beloved 
May be somebody's keep
This too is an accident
She is nothing to anybody!

This is DILLI -D--I--L--L--I
The dusk is just like the same
The Sun sobs
Disappears into the age long  night

The trees are sad
The road naked
The birds bereft of flight
(though no pheasant-just crows)

History is a witness
This remains dying , to be born again
But now she dies longer
Her residents die instead
( They don't die-just leave a space for the hippies)

But -this is Delhi
The capital of India
The keep of Russia
America's niece
Mother of the new Bengal

This is the capital of India
But relates not with the Indians

This is Delhi
Yearns to lie naked on the grass like the moonlight
But -there are walls on the way.



                                                            Translated by : Pawan Gulati, 098762-25837